emotions!

i need one of these!


a picture like this can only mean one thing for my family! yes we have outgrown our car......and yes that means only one more thing. we're going to have ANOTHER added to our family.....we're pregnant (again!) i haven't known really how to approach telling this to everyone. alot of you already know, but i have got some awesome looks from people when i tell them that yes i'm pregnant with number 4! i'm going to be done having kids by the time i'm 27! crazy. this baby (like 2 of our others) was not really planned, and is coming a couple months sooner that i thought i would be doing this. and i feel horrible to say that i'm excited to NEVER be pregnant again! i'm looking forward to having all my children here and growing up with our family. dax is praying REALLY REALLY hard for a baby brother and although i don't care i'm hoping he gets his wish. the new addition will be coming somewhere around nov.9


so many other emotions have happened for me lately. last night we had an overwhelming experience as we heard our doorbell ring and found something sitting on our steps that we haven't been able to afford to get. i'm so overwhelmed by the fact that someone cares about us so much that they would do this for us. i don't know how to know who it is or how in the world to thank them! i can't even open the box (the very large box) because i feel inadequate to have received such a blessing. so if it is by chance one of our blogger friends i want to say thank you ..... and i don't know how in the world to thank you. i wish i knew, although i know they don't want me to know seeing how they rang the doorbell and ran (very quickly too!) but i wish i could thank them.